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| |title= Burmese Days | | |title= ''Burmese Days'' |
| |author= George Orwell | | |author= George Orwell |
| |notes= This novel publish in 1934 is based loosely on Orwell's five years as a policeman in the Indian Imperial Police force in Burma. It is a caustic, fast-paced tale about the waning days of British imperialism before World War II. From Wikipedia article on [[:en.wp:Burmese Days|Burmese Days]]. | | |notes= This novel publish in 1934 is based loosely on Orwell's five years as a policeman in the Indian Imperial Police force in Burma. It is a caustic, fast-paced tale about the waning days of British imperialism before World War II. From Wikipedia article on [[:en.wp:Burmese Days|Burmese Days]]. |
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| Next day the town was quieter than a cathedral city on Monday
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| morning. It is usually the case after a riot. Except for the
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| handful of prisoners, everyone who could possibly have been
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| concerned in the attack on the Club had a watertight alibi. The
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| Club garden looked as though a herd of bison had stampeded across
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| it, but the houses had not been plundered, and there were no new
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| casualties among the Europeans, except that after everything was
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| over Mr Lackersteen had been found very drunk under the billiard-
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| table, where he had retired with a bottle of whisky. Westfield and
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| Verrall came back early in the morning, bringing Maxwell's
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| murderers under arrest; or at any rate, bringing two people who
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| would presently be hanged for Maxwell's murder. Westfield, when he
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| heard the news of the riot, was gloomy but resigned. AGAIN it
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| happened--a veritable riot, and he not there to quell it! It
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| seemed fated that he should never kill a man. Depressing,
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| depressing. Verrall's only comment was that it had been 'damned
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| lip' on the part of Flory (a civilian) to give orders to the
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| Military Police.
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| Meanwhile, it was raining almost without cease. As soon as he woke
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| up and heard the rain hammering on the roof Flory dressed and
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| hurried out, Flo following. Out of sight of the houses he took off
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| his clothes and let the rain sluice down on his bare body. To his
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| surprise, he found that he was covered with bruises from last
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| night; but the rain had washed away every trace of his prickly heat
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| within three minutes. It is wonderful, the healing power of
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| rainwater. Flory walked down to Dr Veraswami's house, with his
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| shoes squelching and periodical jets of water flowing down his neck
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| from the brim of his Terai hat. The sky was leaden, and
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| innumerable whirling storms chased one another across the maidan
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| like squadrons of cavalry. Burmans passed, under vast wooden hats
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| in spite of which their bodies streamed water like the bronze gods
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| in the fountains. A network of rivulets was already washing the
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| stones of the road bare. The doctor had just got home when Flory
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| arrived, and was shaking a wet umbrella over the veranda rail. He
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| hailed Flory excitedly.
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| 'Come up, Mr Flory, come up at once! You are just apropos. I was
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| on the point of opening a bottle of Old Tommy Gin. Come up and let
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| me drink to your health, ass the saviour of Kyauktada!'
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| They had a long talk together. The doctor was in a triumphant
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| mood. It appeared that what had happened last night had righted
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| his troubles almost miraculously. U Po Kyin's schemes were undone.
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| The doctor was no longer at his mercy--in fact, it was the other
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| way about. The doctor explained to Flory:
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| 'You see, my friend, this riot--or rather, your most noble
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| behaviour in it--wass quite outside U Po Kyin's programme. He had
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| started the SO-CALLED rebellion and had the glory of crushing it,
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| and he calculated that any further outbreak would simply mean more
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| glory still. I am told that when he heard of Mr Maxwell's death,
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| hiss joy was positively'--the doctor nipped his thumb and forefinger
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| together--'what iss the word I want?'
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| 'Obscene?'
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| 'Ah yes. Obscene. It iss said that actually he attempted to
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| dance--can you imagine such a disgusting spectacle?--and exclaimed,
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| "Now at least they will take my rebellion seriously!" Such iss his
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| regard for human life. But now hiss triumph iss at an end. The
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| riot hass tripped up in mid-career.'
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| 'How?'
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| 'Because, do you not see, the honours of the riot are not hiss, but
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| yours! And I am known to be your friend. I stand, so to speak, in
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| the reflection of your glory. Are you not the hero of the hour?
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| Did not your European friends receive you with open arms when you
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| returned to the Club last night?'
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| 'They did, I must admit. It was quite a new experience for me.
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| Mrs Lackersteen was all over me. "DEAR Mr Flory", she calls me now.
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| And she's got her knife properly in Ellis. She hasn't forgotten
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| that he called her a bloody hag and told her to stop squealing like
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| a pig.'
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| 'Ah, Mr Ellis iss sometimes over-emphatic in hiss expressions. I
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| have noticed it.'
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| 'The only fly in the ointment is that I told the police to fire
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| over the crowd's heads instead of straight at them. It seems
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| that's against all the Government regulations. Ellis was a little
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| vexed about it. "Why didn't you plug some of the b--s when you had
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| the chance?" he said. I pointed out that it would have meant
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| hitting the police who were in the middle of the crowd; but as he
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| said, they were only niggers anyway. However, all my sins are
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| forgiven me. And Macgregor quoted something in Latin--Horace, I
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| believe.'
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| It was half an hour later when Flory walked along to the Club. He
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| had promised to see Mr Macgregor and settle the business of the
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| doctor's election. But there would be no difficulty about it now.
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| The others would eat out of his hand until the absurd riot was
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| forgotten; he could have gone into the Club and made a speech in
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| favour of Lenin, and they would have put up with it. The lovely
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| rain streamed down, drenching him from head to foot, and filling
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| his nostrils with the scent of earth, forgotten during the bitter
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| months of drought. He walked up the wrecked garden, where the
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| mali, bending down with the rain splashing on his bare back, was
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| trowelling holes for zinnias. Nearly all the flowers had been
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| trampled out of existence. Elizabeth was there, on the side
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| veranda, almost as though she were waiting for him. He took off
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| his hat, spilling a pool of water from the brim, and went round to
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| join her.
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| 'Good morning!' he said, raising his voice because of the rain that
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| beat noisily on the low roof.
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| 'Good morning! ISN'T it coming down? Simply PELTING!'
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| 'Oh, this isn't real rain. You wait till July. The whole Bay of
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| Bengal is going to pour itself on us, by instalments.'
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| It seemed that they must never meet without talking of the weather.
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| Nevertheless, her face said something very different from the banal
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| words. Her demeanour had changed utterly since last night. He
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| took courage.
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| 'How is the place where that stone hit you?'
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| She held her arm out to him and let him take it. Her air was
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| gentle, even submissive. He realized that his exploit of last
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| night had made him almost a hero in her eyes. She could not know
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| how small the danger had really been, and she forgave him
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| everything, even Ma Hla May, because he had shown courage at the
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| right moment. It was the buffalo and the leopard over again. His
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| heart thumped in his breast. He slipped his hand down her arm and
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| clasped her fingers in his own.
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| 'Elizabeth--'
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| 'Someone will see us!' she said, and she withdrew her hand, but not
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| angrily.
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| 'Elizabeth, I've something I want to say to you. Do you remember a
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| letter I wrote you from the jungle, after our--some weeks ago?'
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| 'Yes.'
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| 'You remember what I said in it?'
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| 'Yes. I'm sorry I didn't answer it. Only--'
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| 'I couldn't expect you to answer it, then. But I just wanted to
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| remind you of what I said.'
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| In the letter, of course, he had only said, and feebly enough, that
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| he loved her--would always love her, no matter what happened. They
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| were standing face to face, very close together. On an impulse--
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| and it was so swiftly done that afterwards he had difficulty in
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| believing that it had ever happened--he took her in his arms and
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| drew her towards him. For a moment she yielded and let him lift up
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| her face and kiss her; then suddenly she recoiled and shook her
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| head. Perhaps she was frightened that someone would see them,
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| perhaps it was only because his moustache was so wet from the rain.
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| Without saying anything more she broke from him and hurried away
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| into the Club. There was a look of distress or compunction in her
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| face; but she did not seem angry.
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| He followed her more slowly into the Club, and ran into Mr
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| Macgregor, who was in a very good humour. As soon as he saw Flory
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| he boomed genially, 'Aha! The conquering hero comes!' and then, in
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| a more serious vein, offered him fresh congratulations. Flory
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| improved the occasion by saying a few words on behalf of the
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| doctor. He painted quite a lively picture of the doctor's heroism
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| in the riot. 'He was right in the middle of the crowd, fighting
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| like a tiger,' etc., etc. It was not too much exaggerated--for the
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| doctor had certainly risked his life. Mr Macgregor was impressed,
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| and so were the others when they heard of it. At all times the
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| testimony of one European can do an Oriental more good than that of
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| a thousand of his fellow countrymen; and at this moment Flory's
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| opinion carried weight. Practically, the doctor's good name was
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| restored. His election to the Club could be taken as assured.
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| However, it was not finally agreed upon yet, because Flory was
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| returning to camp. He set out the same evening, marching by night,
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| and he did not see Elizabeth again before leaving. It was quite
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| safe to travel in the jungle now, for the futile rebellion was
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| obviously finished. There is seldom any talk of rebellion after
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| the rains have started--the Burmans are too busy ploughing, and in
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| any case the waterlogged fields are impassable for large bodies of
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| men. Flory was to return to Kyauktada in ten days, when the
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| padre's six-weekly visit fell due. The truth was that he did not
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| care to be in Kyauktada while both Elizabeth and Verrall were
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| there. And yet, it was strange, but all the bitterness--all the
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| obscene, crawling envy that had tormented him before--was gone now
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| that he knew she had forgiven him. It was only Verrall who stood
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| between them now. And even the thought of her in Verrall's arms
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| could hardly move him, because he knew that at the worst the affair
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| must have an end. Verrall, it was quite certain, would never marry
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| Elizabeth; young men of Verrall's stamp do not marry penniless
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| girls met casually at obscure Indian stations. He was only amusing
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| himself with Elizabeth. Presently he would desert her, and she
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| would return to him--to Flory. It was enough--it was far better
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| than he had hoped. There is a humility about genuine love that is
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| rather horrible in some ways.
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| U Po Kyin was furiously angry. The miserable riot had taken him
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| unawares, so far as anything ever took him unawares, and it was
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| like a handful of grit thrown into the machinery of his plans. The
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| business of disgracing the doctor had got to be begun all over
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| again. Begun it was, sure enough, with such a spate of anonymous
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| letters that Hla Pe had to absent himself from office for two whole
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| days--it was bronchitis this time--to get them written. The doctor
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| was accused of every crime from pederasty to stealing Government
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| postage stamps. The prison warder who had let Nga Shwe O escape
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| had now come up for trial. He was triumphantly acquitted, U Po
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| Kyin having spent as much as two hundred rupees in bribing the
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| witnesses. More letters showered up on Mr Macgregor, proving in
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| detail that Dr Veraswami, the real author of the escape, had tried
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| to shift the blame on to a helpless subordinate. Nevertheless, the
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| results were disappointing. The confidential letter which Mr
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| Macgregor wrote to the Commissioner, reporting on the riot, was
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| steamed open, and its tone was so alarming--Mr Macgregor had spoken
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| of the doctor as 'behaving most creditably' on the night of the
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| riot--that U Po Kyin called a council of war.
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| 'The time has come for a vigorous move,' he said to the others--
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| they were in conclave on the front veranda, before breakfast. Ma
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| Kin was there, and Ba Sein and Hla Pe--the latter a bright-faced,
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| promising boy of eighteen, with the manner of one who will
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| certainly succeed in life.
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| 'We are hammering against a brick wall,' U Po Kyin continued; 'and
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| that wall is Flory. Who could have foreseen that that miserable
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| coward would stand by his friend? However, there it is. So long
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| as Veraswami has his backing, we are helpless.'
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| 'I have been talking to the Club butler, sir,' said Ba Sein. 'He
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| tells me that Mr Ellis and Mr Westfield still do not want the
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| doctor to be elected to the Club. Do you not think they will
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| quarrel with Flory again as soon as this business of the riot is
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| forgotten?'
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| 'Of course they will quarrel, they always quarrel. But in the
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| meantime the harm is done. Just suppose that man WERE elected! I
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| believe I should die of rage if it happened. No, there is only one
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| move left. We must strike at Flory himself!'
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| 'At Flory, sir! But he is a white man!'
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| 'What do I care? I have ruined white men before now. Once let
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| Flory be disgraced, and there is an end of the doctor. And he
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| shall be disgraced! I will shame him so that he will never dare
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| show his face in that Club again!'
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| 'But, sir! A white man! What are we to accuse him of? Who would
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| believe anything against a white man?'
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| 'You have no strategy, Ko Ba Sein. One does not ACCUSE a white
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| man; one has got to catch him in the act. Public disgrace, in
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| flagrante delicto. I shall know how to set about it. Now be
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| silent while I think.'
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| There was a pause. U Po Kyin stood gazing out into the rain with
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| his small hands clasped behind him and resting on the natural
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| plateau of his posterior. The other three watched him from the end
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| of the veranda, almost frightened by this talk of attacking a white
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| man, and waiting for some masterstroke to cope with a situation
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| that was beyond them. It was a little like the familiar picture
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| (is it Meissonier's?) of Napoleon at Moscow, poring over his maps
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| while his marshals wait in silence, with their cocked hats in their
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| hands. But of course U Po Kyin was more equal to the situation
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| than Napoleon. His plan was ready within two minutes. When he
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| turned round his vast face was suffused with excessive joy. The
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| doctor had been mistaken when he described U Po Kyin as attempting
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| to dance; U Po Kyin's figure was not designed for dancing; but, had
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| it been so designed, he would have danced at this moment. He
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| beckoned to Ba Sein and whispered in his ear for a few seconds.
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| 'That is the correct move, I think?' he concluded.
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| A broad, unwilling, incredulous grin stole slowly across Ba Sein's
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| face.
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| 'Fifty rupees ought to cover all the expenses,' added U Po Kyin,
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| beaming.
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| The plan was unfolded in detail. And when the others had taken it
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| in, all of them, even Ba Sein, who seldom laughed, even Ma Kin, who
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| disapproved from the bottom of her soul, burst into irrepressible
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| peals of laughter. The plan was really too good to be resisted.
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| It was genius.
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| All the while it was raining, raining. The day after Flory went
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| back to camp it rained for thirty-eight hours at a stretch,
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| sometimes slowing to the pace of English rain, sometimes pouring
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| down in such cataracts that one thought the whole ocean must by now
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| have been sucked up into the clouds. The rattling on the roof
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| became maddening after a few hours. In the intervals between the
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| rain the sun glared as fiercely as ever, the mud began to crack and
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| steam, and patches of prickly heat sprang out all over one's body.
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| Hordes of flying beetles had emerged from their cocoons as soon as
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| the rain started; there was a plague of loathly creatures known as
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| stink-bugs, which invaded the houses in incredible numbers,
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| littered themselves over the dining-table and made one's food
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| uneatable. Verrall and Elizabeth still went out riding in the
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| evenings, when the rain was not too fierce. To Verrall, all
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| climates were alike, but he did not like to see his ponies
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| plastered with mud. Nearly a week went by. Nothing was changed
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| between them--they were neither less nor more intimate than they
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| had been before. The proposal of marriage, still confidently
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| expected, was still unuttered. Then an alarming thing happened.
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| The news filtered to the Club, through Mr Macgregor, that Verrall
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| was leaving Kyauktada; the Military Police were to be kept at
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| Kyauktada, but another officer was coming in Verrall's place, no
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| one was certain when. Elizabeth was in horrible suspense. Surely,
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| if he was going away, he must say something definite soon? She
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| could not question him--dared not even ask him whether he was
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| really going; she could only wait for him to speak. He said
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| nothing. Then one evening, without warning, he failed to turn up
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| at the Club. And two whole days passed during which Elizabeth did
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| not see him at all.
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| It was dreadful, but there was nothing that could be done. Verrall
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| and Elizabeth had been inseparable for weeks, and yet in a way they
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| were almost strangers. He had kept himself so aloof from them all--
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| had never even seen the inside of the Lackersteens' house. They
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| did not know him well enough to seek him out at the dakbungalow, or
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| write to him; nor did he reappear at morning parade on the maidan.
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| There was nothing to do except wait until he chose to present
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| himself again. And when he did, would he ask her to marry him?
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| Surely, surely he must! Both Elizabeth and her aunt (but neither
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| of them had even spoken of it openly) held it as an article of
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| faith that he must ask her. Elizabeth looked forward to their next
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| meeting with a hope that was almost painful. Please God it would
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| be a week at least before he went! If she rode with him four times
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| more, or three times--even if it were only twice, all might yet be
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| well. Please God he would come back to her soon! It was
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| unthinkable that when he came, it would only be to say good-bye!
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| The two women went down to the Club each evening and sat there
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| until quite late, listening for Verrall's footsteps outside while
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| seeming not to listen; but he never appeared. Ellis, who
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| understood the situation perfectly, watched Elizabeth with spiteful
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| amusement. What made it worst of all was that Mr Lackersteen was
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| now pestering Elizabeth unceasingly. He had become quite reckless.
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| Almost under the eyes of the servants he would waylay her, catch
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| hold of her and begin pinching and fondling her in the most
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| revolting way. Her sole defence was to threaten that she would
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| tell her aunt; happily he was too stupid to realize that she would
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| never dare do it.
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| On the third morning Elizabeth and her aunt arrived at the Club
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| just in time to escape a violent storm of rain. They had been
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| sitting in the lounge for a few minutes when they heard the sound
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| of someone stamping the water off his shoes in the passage. Each
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| woman's heart stirred, for this might be Verrall. Then a young man
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| entered the lounge, unbuttoning a long raincoat as he came. He was
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| a stout, rollicking, chuckle-headed youth of about twenty-five,
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| with fat fresh cheeks, butter-coloured hair, no forehead, and, as
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| it turned out afterwards, a deafening laugh.
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| Mrs Lackersteen made some inarticulate sound--it was jerked out of
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| her by her disappointment. The youth, however, hailed them with
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| immediate bonhomie, being one of those who are on terms of slangy
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| intimacy with everyone from the moment of meeting them.
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| 'Hullo, hullo!' he said 'Enter the fairy prince! Hope I don't sort
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| of intrude and all that? Not shoving in on any family gatherings
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| or anything?'
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| 'Not at all!' said Mrs Lackersteen in surprise.
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| 'What I mean to say--thought I'd just pop in at the Club and have
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| a glance round, don't you know. Just to get acclimatized to the
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| local brand of whisky. I only got here last night.'
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| 'Are you STATIONED here?' said Mrs Lackersteen, mystified--for they
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| had not been expecting any newcomers.
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| 'Yes, rather. Pleasure's mine, entirely.'
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| 'But we hadn't heard. . . . Oh, of course! I suppose you're from
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| the Forest Department? In place of poor Mr Maxwell?'
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| 'What? Forest Department? No fear! I'm the new Military Police
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| bloke, you know.'
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| 'The--what?'
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| 'New Military Police bloke. Taking over from dear ole Verrall.
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| The dear ole chap got orders to go back to his regiment. Going off
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| in a fearful hurry. And a nice mess he's left everything in for
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| yours truly, too.'
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| The Military Policeman was a crass youth, but even he noticed that
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| Elizabeth's face turned suddenly sickly. She found herself quite
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| unable to speak. It was several seconds before Mrs Lackersteen
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| managed to exclaim:
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| 'Mr Verrall--going? Surely he isn't going away YET?'
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| 'Going? He's gone!'
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| 'GONE?'
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| 'Well, what I mean to say--train's due to start in about half an
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| hour. He'll be along at the station now. I sent a fatigue party
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| to look after him. Got to get his ponies aboard and all that.'
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| There were probably further explanations, but neither Elizabeth nor
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| her aunt heard a word of them. In any case, without even a good-
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| bye to the Military Policeman, they were out on the front steps
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| within fifteen seconds. Mrs Lackersteen called sharply for the
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| butler.
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| 'Butler! Send my rickshaw round to the front at once! To the
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| station, jaldi!' she added as the rickshaw-man appeared, and,
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| having settled herself in the rickshaw, poked him in the back with
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| the ferrule of her umbrella to start him.
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| Elizabeth had put on her raincoat and Mrs Lackersteen was cowering
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| in the rickshaw behind her umbrella, but neither was much use
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| against the rain. It came driving towards them in such sheets that
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| Elizabeth's frock was soaked before they had reached the gate, and
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| the rickshaw almost overturned in the wind. The rickshaw-wallah
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| put his head down and struggled into it, groaning. Elizabeth was
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| in agony. It was a mistake, SURELY it was a mistake. He had
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| written to her and the letter had gone astray. That was it, that
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| MUST be it! It could not be that he had meant to leave her without
| |
| even saying good-bye! And if it were so--no, not even then would
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| she give up hope! When he saw her on the platform, for the last
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| time, he could not be so brutal as to forsake her! As they neared
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| the station she fell behind the rickshaw and pinched her cheeks to
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| bring the blood into them. A squad of Military Police sepoys
| |
| shuffled hurriedly by, their thin uniforms sodden into rags,
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| pushing a handcart among them. Those would be Verrall's fatigue
| |
| party. Thank God, there was a quarter of an hour yet. The train
| |
| was not due to leave for another quarter of an hour. Thank God, at
| |
| least, for this last chance of seeing him!
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| | |
| They arrived on the platform just in time to see the train draw out
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| of the station and gather speed with a series of deafening snorts.
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| The stationmaster, a little round, black man, was standing on the
| |
| line looking ruefully after the train, and holding his waterproof-
| |
| covered topi on to his head with one hand, while with the other he
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| fended off two clamorous Indians who were bobbing at him and trying
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| to thrust something upon his attention. Mrs Lackersteen leaned out
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| of the rickshaw and called agitatedly through the rain.
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| | |
| 'Stationmaster!'
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| | |
| 'Madam!' | |
| | |
| 'What train is that?'
| |
| | |
| 'That is the Mandalay train, madam.'
| |
| | |
| 'The Mandalay train! It can't be!'
| |
| | |
| 'But I assure you, madam! It is precisely the Mandalay train.' He
| |
| came towards them, removing his topi.
| |
| | |
| 'But Mr Verrall--the Police officer? Surely he's not on it?'
| |
| | |
| 'Yes, madam, he have departed.' He waved his hand towards the
| |
| train, now receding rapidly in a cloud of rain and steam.
| |
| | |
| 'But the train wasn't due to start yet!'
| |
| | |
| 'No, madam. Not due to start for another ten minutes.'
| |
| | |
| 'Then why has it gone?'
| |
| | |
| The stationmaster waved his topi apologetically from side to side.
| |
| His dark, squabby face looked quite distressed.
| |
| | |
| 'I know, madam, I know! MOST unprecedented! But the young Military
| |
| Police officer have positively COMMANDED me to start the train! He
| |
| declare that all is ready and he do not wish to be kept waiting.
| |
| I point out the irregularity. He say he do not care about
| |
| irregularity. I expostulate. He insist. And in short--'
| |
| | |
| He made another gesture. It meant that Verrall was the kind of man
| |
| who would have his way, even when it came to starting a train ten
| |
| minutes early. There was a pause. The two Indians, imagining that
| |
| they saw their chance, suddenly rushed forward, wailing, and
| |
| offered some grubby notebooks for Mrs Lackersteen's inspection.
| |
| | |
| 'What DO these men want?' cried Mrs Lackersteen distractedly.
| |
| | |
| 'They are grass-wallahs, madam. They say that Lieutenant Verrall
| |
| have departed owing them large sums of money. One for hay, the
| |
| other for corn. Of mine it is no affair.'
| |
| | |
| There was a hoot from the distant train. It rolled round the bend,
| |
| like a black-behinded caterpillar that looks over its shoulder as
| |
| it goes, and vanished. The stationmaster's wet white trousers
| |
| flapped forlornly about his legs. Whether Verrall had started the
| |
| train early to escape Elizabeth, or to escape the grass-wallahs,
| |
| was an interesting question that was never cleared up.
| |
| | |
| They made their way back along the road, and then struggled up the
| |
| hill in such a wind that sometimes they were driven several paces
| |
| backwards. When they gained the veranda they were quite out of
| |
| breath. The servants took their streaming raincoats, and Elizabeth
| |
| shook some of the water from her hair. Mrs Lackersteen broke her
| |
| silence for the first time since they had left the station:
| |
| | |
| 'WELL! Of all the unmannerly--of the simply ABOMINABLE. . . !'
| |
| | |
| Elizabeth looked pale and sickly, in spite of the rain and wind
| |
| that had beaten into her face. But she would betray nothing.
| |
| | |
| 'I think he might have waited to say good-bye to us,' she said
| |
| coldly.
| |
| | |
| 'Take my word for it, dear, you are thoroughly well rid of him! . . .
| |
| As I said from the start, a most ODIOUS young man!'
| |
| | |
| Some time later, when they were sitting down to breakfast, having
| |
| bathed and got into dry clothes, and feeling better, she remarked:
| |
| | |
| 'Let me see, what day is this?'
| |
| | |
| 'Saturday, Aunt.'
| |
| | |
| 'Ah, Saturday. Then the dear padre will be arriving this evening.
| |
| How many shall we be for the service tomorrow? Why, I think we
| |
| shall ALL be here! How very nice! Mr Flory will be here too. I
| |
| think he said he was coming back from the jungle tomorrow.' She
| |
| added almost lovingly, 'DEAR Mr Flory!'
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| == 24 ==
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| | |
| It was nearly six o'clock in the evening, and the absurd bell in
| |
| the six-foot tin steeple of the church went clank-clank, clank-
| |
| clank! as old Mattu pulled the rope within. The rays of the
| |
| setting sun, refracted by distant rainstorms, flooded the maidan
| |
| with a beautiful, lurid light. It had been raining earlier in the
| |
| day, and would rain again. The Christian community of Kyauktada,
| |
| fifteen in number, were gathering at the church door for the
| |
| evening service.
| |
| | |
| Flory was already there, and Mr Macgregor, grey topi and all, and
| |
| Mr Francis and Mr Samuel, frisking about in freshly laundered drill
| |
| suits--for the six-weekly church service was the great social event
| |
| of their lives. The padre, a tall man with grey hair and a
| |
| refined, discoloured face, wearing pince-nez, was standing on the
| |
| church steps in his cassock and surplice, which he had put on in Mr
| |
| Macgregor's house. He was smiling in an amiable but rather
| |
| helpless way at four pink-cheeked Karen Christians who had come to
| |
| make their bows to him; for he did not speak a word of their
| |
| language nor they of his. There was one other Oriental Christian,
| |
| a mournful, dark Indian of uncertain race, who stood humbly in the
| |
| background. He was always present at the church services, but no
| |
| one knew who he was or why he was a Christian. Doubtless he had
| |
| been captured and baptized in infancy by the missionaries, for
| |
| Indians who are converted when adults almost invariably lapse.
| |
| | |
| Flory could see Elizabeth coming down the hill, dressed in lilac-
| |
| colour, with her aunt and uncle. He had seen her that morning at
| |
| the Club--they had had just a minute alone together before the
| |
| others came in. He had only asked her one question.
| |
| | |
| 'Has Verrall gone--for good?'
| |
| | |
| 'Yes.'
| |
| | |
| There had been no need to say any more. He had simply taken her by
| |
| the arms and drawn her towards him. She came willingly, even
| |
| gladly--there in the clear daylight, merciless to his disfigured
| |
| face. For a moment she had clung to him almost like a child. It
| |
| was a though he had saved her or protected her from something. He
| |
| raised her face to kiss her, and found with surprise that she was
| |
| crying. There had been no time to talk then, not even to say,
| |
| 'Will you marry me?' No matter, after the service there would be
| |
| time enough. Perhaps at his next visit, only six weeks hence, the
| |
| padre would marry them.
| |
| | |
| Ellis and Westfield and the new Military Policeman were approaching
| |
| from the Club, where they had been having a couple of quick ones to
| |
| last them through the service. The Forest Officer who had been
| |
| sent to take Maxwell's place, a sallow, tall man, completely bald
| |
| except for two whisker-like tufts in front of his ears, was
| |
| following them. Flory had not time to say more than 'Good evening'
| |
| to Elizabeth when she arrived. Mattu, seeing that everyone was
| |
| present, stopped ringing the bell, and the clergyman led the way
| |
| inside, followed by Mr Macgregor, with his topi against his
| |
| stomach, and the Lackersteens and the native Christians. Ellis
| |
| pinched Flory's elbow and whispered boozily in his ear:
| |
| | |
| 'Come on, line up. Time for the snivel-parade. Quick march!'
| |
| | |
| He and the Military Policeman went in behind the others, arm-in-
| |
| arm, with a dancing step--the policeman, till they got inside,
| |
| wagging his fat behind in imitation of a pwe-dancer. Flory sat
| |
| down in the same pew as these two, opposite Elizabeth, on her
| |
| right. It was the first time that he had ever risked sitting with
| |
| his birthmark towards her. 'Shut your eyes and count twenty-five',
| |
| whispered Ellis as they sat down, drawing a snigger from the
| |
| policeman. Mrs Lackersteen had already taken her place at the
| |
| harmonium, which was no bigger than a writing-desk. Mattu
| |
| stationed himself by the door and began to pull the punkah--it was
| |
| so arranged that it only flapped over the front pews, where the
| |
| Europeans sat. Flo came nosing up the aisle, found Flory's pew and
| |
| settled down underneath it. The service began.
| |
| | |
| Flory was only attending intermittently. He was dimly aware of
| |
| standing and kneeling and muttering 'Amen' to interminable prayers,
| |
| and of Ellis nudging him and whispering blasphemies behind his hymn
| |
| book. But he was too happy to collect his thoughts. Hell was
| |
| yielding up Eurydice. The yellow light flooded in through the open
| |
| door, gilding the broad back of Mr Macgregor's silk coat like
| |
| cloth-of-gold. Elizabeth, across the narrow aisle, was so close to
| |
| Flory that he could hear every rustle of her dress and feel, as it
| |
| seemed to him, the warmth of her body; yet he would not look at her
| |
| even once, lest the others should notice it. The harmonium
| |
| quavered bronchitically as Mrs Lackersteen struggled to pump
| |
| sufficient air into it with the sole pedal that worked. The
| |
| singing was a queer, ragged noise--an earnest booming from Mr
| |
| Macgregor, a kind of shamefaced muttering from the other Europeans,
| |
| and from the back a loud, wordless lowing, for the Karen Christians
| |
| knew the tunes of the hymns but not the words.
| |
| | |
| They were kneeling down again. 'More bloody knee-drill,' Ellis
| |
| whispered. The air darkened, and there was a light patter of rain
| |
| on the roof; the trees outside rustled, and a cloud of yellow
| |
| leaves whirled past the window. Flory watched them through the
| |
| chinks of his fingers. Twenty years ago, on winter Sundays in his
| |
| pew in the parish church at home, he used to watch the yellow
| |
| leaves, as at this moment, drifting and fluttering against leaden
| |
| skies. Was it not possible, now, to begin over again as though
| |
| those grimy years had never touched him? Through his fingers he
| |
| glanced sidelong at Elizabeth, kneeling with her head bent and her
| |
| face hidden in her youthful, mottled hands. When they were
| |
| married, when they were married! What fun they would have together
| |
| in this alien yet kindly land! He saw Elizabeth in his camp,
| |
| greeting him as he came home tired from work and Ko S'la hurried
| |
| from the tent with a bottle of beer; he saw her walking in the
| |
| forest with him, watching the hornbills in the peepul trees and
| |
| picking nameless flowers, and in the marshy grazing-grounds,
| |
| tramping through the cold-weather mist after snipe and teal. He
| |
| saw his home as she would remake it. He saw his drawing-room,
| |
| sluttish and bachelor-like no longer, with new furniture from
| |
| Rangoon, and a bowl of pink balsams like rosebuds on the table, and
| |
| books and water-colours and a black piano. Above all the piano!
| |
| His mind lingered upon the piano--symbol, perhaps because he was
| |
| unmusical, of civilized and settled life. He was delivered for
| |
| ever from the sub-life of the past decade--the debaucheries, the
| |
| lies, the pain of exile and solitude, the dealings with whores and
| |
| moneylenders and pukka sahibs.
| |
| | |
| The clergyman stepped to the small wooden lectern that also served
| |
| as a pulpit, slipped the band from a roll of sermon paper, coughed,
| |
| and announced a text. 'In the name of the Father, the Son and the
| |
| Holy Ghost. Amen.'
| |
| | |
| 'Cut it short, for Christ's sake,' murmured Ellis.
| |
| | |
| Flory did not notice how many minutes passed. The words of the
| |
| sermon flowed peacefully through his head, an indistinct burbling
| |
| sound, almost unheard. When they were married, he was still
| |
| thinking, when they were married--
| |
| | |
| Hullo! What was happening?
| |
| | |
| The clergyman had stopped short in the middle of a word. He had
| |
| taken off his pince-nez and was shaking them with a distressed air
| |
| at someone in the doorway. There was a fearful, raucous scream.
| |
| | |
| 'Pike-san pay-like! Pike-san pay-like!'
| |
| | |
| Everyone jumped in their seats and turned round. It was Ma Hla
| |
| May. As they turned she stepped inside the church and shoved old
| |
| Mattu violently aside. She shook her fist at Flory.
| |
| | |
| 'Pike-san pay-like! Pike-san pay-like! Yes, THAT'S the one I
| |
| mean--Flory, Flory! (She pronounced it Porley.) That one sitting
| |
| in front there, with the black hair! Turn round and face me, you
| |
| coward! Where is the money you promised me?'
| |
| | |
| She was shrieking like a maniac. The people gaped at her, too
| |
| astounded to move or speak. Her face was grey with powder, her
| |
| greasy hair was tumbling down, her longyi was ragged at the bottom.
| |
| She looked like a screaming hag of the bazaar. Flory's bowels
| |
| seemed to have turned to ice. Oh God, God! Must they know--must
| |
| Elizabeth know--that THAT was the woman who had been his mistress?
| |
| But there was not a hope, not the vestige of a hope, of any
| |
| mistake. She had screamed his name over and over again. Flo,
| |
| hearing the familiar voice, wriggled from under the pew, walked
| |
| down the aisle and wagged her tail at Ma Hla May. The wretched
| |
| woman was yelling out a detailed account of what Flory had done to
| |
| her.
| |
| | |
| 'Look at me, you white men, and you women, too, look at me! Look
| |
| how he has ruined me! Look at these rags I am wearing! And he is
| |
| sitting there, the liar, the coward, pretending not to see me! He
| |
| would let me starve at his gate like a pariah dog. Ah, but I will
| |
| shame you! Turn round and look at me! Look at this body that you
| |
| have kissed a thousand times--look--look--'
| |
| | |
| She began actually to tear her clothes open--the last insult of a
| |
| base-born Burmese woman. The harmonium squeaked as Mrs Lackersteen
| |
| made a convulsive movement. People had at last found their wits
| |
| and began to stir. The clergyman, who had been bleating
| |
| ineffectually, recovered his voice, 'Take that woman outside!' he
| |
| said sharply.
| |
| | |
| Flory's face was ghastly. After the first moment he had turned his
| |
| head away from the door and set his teeth in a desperate effort to
| |
| look unconcerned. But it was useless, quite useless. His face was
| |
| as yellow as bone, and the sweat glistened on his forehead.
| |
| Francis and Samuel, doing perhaps the first useful deed of their
| |
| lives, suddenly sprang from their pew, grabbed Ma Hla May by the
| |
| arms and hauled her outside, still screaming.
| |
| | |
| It seemed very silent in the church when they had finally dragged
| |
| her out of hearing. The scene had been so violent, so squalid,
| |
| that everyone was upset by it. Even Ellis looked disgusted. Flory
| |
| could neither speak nor stir. He sat staring fixedly at the altar,
| |
| his face rigid and so bloodless that the birth-mark seemed to glow
| |
| upon it like a streak of blue paint. Elizabeth glanced across the
| |
| aisle at him, and her revulsion made her almost physically sick.
| |
| She had not understood a word of what Ma Hla May was saying, but
| |
| the meaning of the scene was perfectly clear. The thought that he
| |
| had been the lover of that grey-faced, maniacal creature made her
| |
| shudder in her bones. But worse than that, worse than anything,
| |
| was his ugliness at this moment. His face appalled her, it was so
| |
| ghastly, rigid and old. It was like a skull. Only the birthmark
| |
| seemed alive in it. She hated him now for his birthmark. She had
| |
| never known till this moment how dishonouring, how unforgivable a
| |
| thing it was.
| |
| | |
| Like the crocodile, U Po Kyin had struck at the weakest spot. For,
| |
| needless to say, this scene was U Po Kyin's doing. He had seen his
| |
| chance, as usual, and tutored Ma Hla May for her part with
| |
| considerable care. The clergyman brought his sermon to an end
| |
| almost at once. As soon as it was over Flory hurried outside, not
| |
| looking at any of the others. It was getting dark, thank God. At
| |
| fifty yards from the church he halted, and watched the others
| |
| making in couples for the Club. It seemed to him that they were
| |
| hurrying. Ah, they would, of course! There would be something to
| |
| talk about at the Club tonight! Flo rolled belly-upwards against
| |
| his ankles, asking for a game. 'Get out, you bloody brute!' he
| |
| said, and kicked her. Elizabeth had stopped at the church door.
| |
| Mr Macgregor, happy chance, seemed to be introducing her to the
| |
| clergyman. In a moment the two men went on in the direction of Mr
| |
| Macgregor's house, where the clergyman was to stay for the night,
| |
| and Elizabeth followed the others, thirty yards behind them. Flory
| |
| ran after her and caught up with her almost at the Club gate.
| |
| | |
| 'Elizabeth!'
| |
| | |
| She looked round, saw him, turned white, and would have hurried on
| |
| without a word. But his anxiety was too great, and he caught her
| |
| by the wrist.
| |
| | |
| 'Elizabeth! I must--I've got to speak to you!'
| |
| | |
| 'Let me go, will you!'
| |
| | |
| They began to struggle, and then stopped abruptly. Two of the
| |
| Karens who had come out of the church were standing fifty yards
| |
| away, gazing at them through the half-darkness with deep interest.
| |
| Flory began again in a lower tone:
| |
| | |
| 'Elizabeth, I know I've no right to stop you like this. But I must
| |
| speak to you, I must! Please hear what I've got to say. Please
| |
| don't run away from me!'
| |
| | |
| 'What are you doing? Why are you holding on to my arm? Let me go
| |
| this instant!'
| |
| | |
| 'I'll let you go--there, look! But do listen to me, please!
| |
| Answer me this one thing. After what's happened, can you ever
| |
| forgive me?'
| |
| | |
| 'Forgive you? What do you mean, FORGIVE you?'
| |
| | |
| 'I know I'm disgraced. It was the vilest thing to happen! Only,
| |
| in a sense it wasn't my fault. You'll see that when you're calmer.
| |
| Do you think--not now, it was too bad, but later--do you think you
| |
| can forget it?'
| |
| | |
| 'I really don't know what you're talking about. Forget it? What
| |
| has it got to do with ME? I thought it was very disgusting, but
| |
| it's not MY business. I can't think why you're questioning me like
| |
| this at all.'
| |
| | |
| He almost despaired at that. Her tone and even her words were the
| |
| very ones she had used in that earlier quarrel of theirs. It was
| |
| the same move over again. Instead of hearing him out she was going
| |
| to evade him and put him off--snub him by pretending that he had no
| |
| claim upon her.
| |
| | |
| 'Elizabeth! Please answer me. Please be fair to me! It's serious
| |
| this time. I don't expect you to take me back all at once. You
| |
| couldn't, when I'm publicly disgraced like this. But, after all,
| |
| you virtually promised to marry me--'
| |
| | |
| 'What! Promised to marry you? WHEN did I promise to marry you?'
| |
| | |
| 'Not in words, I know. But it was understood between us.'
| |
| | |
| 'Nothing of the kind was understood between us! I think you are
| |
| behaving in the most horrible way. I'm going along to the Club at
| |
| once. Good evening!'
| |
| | |
| 'Elizabeth! Elizabeth! Listen. It's not fair to condemn me
| |
| unheard. You knew before what I'd done, and you knew that I'd
| |
| lived a different life since I met you. What happened this evening
| |
| was only an accident. That wretched woman, who, I admit, was once
| |
| my--well--'
| |
| | |
| 'I won't listen, I won't listen to such things! I'm going!'
| |
| | |
| He caught her by the wrists again, and this time held her. The
| |
| Karens had disappeared, fortunately.
| |
| | |
| 'No, no, you shall hear me! I'd rather offend you to the heart
| |
| than have this uncertainty. It's gone on week after week, month
| |
| after month, and I've never once been able to speak straight out to
| |
| you. You don't seem to know or care how much you make me suffer.
| |
| But this time you've got to answer me.'
| |
| | |
| She struggled in his grip, and she was surprisingly strong. Her
| |
| face was more bitterly angry than he had ever seen or imagined it.
| |
| She hated him so that she would have struck him if her hands were
| |
| free.
| |
| | |
| 'Let me go! Oh, you beast, you beast, let me go!'
| |
| | |
| 'My God, my God, that we should fight like this! But what else can
| |
| I do? I can't let you go without even hearing me. Elizabeth, you
| |
| MUST listen to me!'
| |
| | |
| 'I will not! I will not discuss it! What right have you to
| |
| question me? Let me go!'
| |
| | |
| 'Forgive me, forgive me! This one question. Will you--not now,
| |
| but later, when this vile business is forgotten--will you marry
| |
| me?'
| |
| | |
| 'No, never, never!'
| |
| | |
| 'Don't say it like that! Don't make it final. Say no for the
| |
| present if you like--but in a month, a year, five years--'
| |
| | |
| 'Haven't I said no? Why must you keep on and on?'
| |
| | |
| 'Elizabeth, listen to me. I've tried again and again to tell you
| |
| what you mean to me--oh, it's so useless talking about it! But do
| |
| try and understand. Haven't I told you something of the life we
| |
| live here? The sort of horrible death-in-life! The decay, the
| |
| loneliness, the self-pity? Try and realize what it means, and that
| |
| you're the sole person on earth who could save me from it.'
| |
| | |
| 'Will you let me go? Why do you have to make this dreadful scene?'
| |
| | |
| 'Does it mean nothing to you when I say that I love you? I don't
| |
| believe you've ever realized what it is that I want from you. If
| |
| you like, I'd marry you and promise never even touch you with my
| |
| finger. I wouldn't mind even that, so long as you were with me.
| |
| But I can't go on with my life alone, always alone. Can't you
| |
| bring yourself ever to forgive me?'
| |
| | |
| 'Never, never! I wouldn't marry you if you were the last man on
| |
| earth. I'd as soon marry the--the sweeper!'
| |
| | |
| She had begun crying now. He saw that she meant what she said.
| |
| The tears came into his own eyes. He said again:
| |
| | |
| 'For the last time. Remember that it's something to have one
| |
| person in the world who loves you. Remember that though you'll
| |
| find men who are richer, and younger, and better in every way than
| |
| I, you'll never find one who cares for you so much. And though I'm
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| not rich, at least I could make you a home. There's a way of
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| living--civilized, decent--'
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| | |
| 'Haven't we said enough?' she said more calmly. 'Will you let me
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| go before somebody comes?'
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| | |
| He relaxed his grip on her wrists. He had lost her, that was
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| certain. Like a hallucination, painfully clear, he saw again their
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| home as he had imagined it; he saw their garden, and Elizabeth
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| feeding Nero and the pigeons on the drive by the sulphur-yellow
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| phloxes that grew as high as her shoulder; and the drawing-room,
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| with the water-colours on the walls, and the balsams in the china
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| bowl mirrored by the table, and the book-shelves, and the black
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| piano. The impossible, mythical piano--symbol of everything that
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| that futile accident had wrecked!
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| | |
| 'You should have a piano,' he said despairingly.
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| | |
| 'I don't play the piano.'
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| | |
| He let her go. It was no use continuing. She was no sooner free
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| of him than she took to her heels and actually ran into the Club
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| garden, so hateful was his presence to her. Among the trees she
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| stopped to take off her spectacles and remove the signs of tears
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| from her face. Oh, the beast, the beast! He had hurt her wrists
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| abominably. Oh, what an unspeakable beast he was! When she
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| thought of his face as it had looked in church, yellow and
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| glistening with the hideous birthmark upon it, she could have
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| wished him dead. It was not what he had done that horrified her.
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| He might have committed a thousand abominations and she could have
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| forgiven him. But not after that shameful, squalid scene, and the
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| devilish ugliness of his disfigured face in that moment. It was,
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| finally, the birthmark that had damned him.
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| | |
| Her aunt would be furious when she heard that she had refused
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| Flory. And there was her uncle and his leg-pinching--between the
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| two of them, life here would become impossible. Perhaps she would
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| have to go Home unmarried after all. Black beetles! No matter.
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| Anything--spinsterhood, drudgery, anything--sooner than the
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| alternative. Never, never, would she yield to a man who had been
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| so disgraced! Death sooner, far sooner. If there had been
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| mercenary thoughts in her mind an hour ago, she had forgotten them.
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| She did not even remember that Verrall had jilted her and that to
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| have married Flory would have saved her face. She knew only that
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| he was dishonoured and less than a man, and that she hated him as
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| she would have hated a leper or a lunatic. The instinct was deeper
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| than reason or even self-interest, and she could no more have
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| disobeyed it than she could have stopped breathing.
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| | |
| Flory, as he turned up the hill, did not run, but he walked as fast
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| as he could. What he had to do must be done quickly. It was
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| getting very dark. The wretched Flo, who even now had not grasped
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| that anything serious was the matter, trotted close to his heels,
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| whimpering in a self-pitying manner to reproach him for the kick he
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| had given her. As he came up the path a wind blew through the
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| plaintain trees, rattling the tattered leaves and bringing a scent
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| of damp. It was going to rain again. Ko S'la had laid the dinner-
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| table and was removing some flying beetles that had committed
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| suicide against the petrol-lamp. Evidently he had not heard about
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| the scene in church yet.
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| | |
| 'The holy one's dinner is ready. Will the holy one dine now?'
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| | |
| 'No, not yet. Give me that lamp.'
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| | |
| He took the lamp, went into the bedroom and shut the door, The
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| stale scent of dust and cigarette-smoke met him, and in the white,
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| unsteady glare of the lamp he could see the mildewed books and the
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| lizards on the wall. So he was back again to this--to the old,
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| secret life--after everything, back where he had been before.
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| | |
| Was it not possible to endure it! He had endured it before. There
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| were palliatives--books, his garden, drink, work, whoring, shooting,
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| conversations with the doctor.
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| | |
| No, it was not endurable any longer. Since Elizabeth's coming the
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| power to suffer and above all to hope, which he had thought dead in
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| him, had sprung to new life. The half-comfortable lethargy in
| |
| which he had lived was broken. And if he suffered now, there was
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| far worse to come. In a little while someone else would marry her.
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| How he could picture it--the moment when he heard the news!--'Did
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| you hear the Lackersteen kid's got off at last? Poor old So-and-
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| so--booked for the altar, God help him,' etc., etc. And the casual
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| question--'Oh, really? When is it to be?'--stiffening one's face,
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| pretending to be uninterested. And then her wedding day approaching,
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| her bridal night--ah, not that! Obscene, obscene. Keep your eyes
| |
| fixed on that. Obscene. He dragged his tin uniform-case from under
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| the bed, took out his automatic pistol, slid a clip of cartridges
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| into the magazine, and pulled one into the breech.
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| | |
| Ko S'la was remembered in his will. There remained Flo. He laid
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| his pistol on the table and went outside. Flo was playing with Ba
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| Shin, Ko S'la's youngest son, under the lee of the cookhouse, where
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| the servants had left the remains of a woodfire. She was dancing
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| round him with her small teeth bared, pretending to bite him, while
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| the tiny boy, his belly red in the glow of the embers, smacked
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| weakly at her, laughing, and yet half frightened.
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| | |
| 'Flo! Come here, Flo!'
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| | |
| She heard him and came obediently, and then stopped short at the
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| bedroom door. She seemed to have grasped now that there was
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| something wrong. She backed a little and stood looking timorously
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| up at him, unwilling to enter the bedroom.
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| | |
| 'Come in here!'
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| | |
| She wagged her tail, but did not move.
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| | |
| 'Come on, Flo! Good old Flo! Come on!'
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| | |
| Flo was suddenly stricken with terror. She whined, her tail went
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| down, and she shrank back. 'Come here, blast you!' he cried, and
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| he took her by the collar and flung her into the room, shutting the
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| door behind her. He went to the table for the pistol.
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| | |
| 'No come here! Do as you're told!'
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| | |
| She crouched down and whined for forgiveness. It hurt him to hear
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| it. 'Come on, old girl! Dear old Flo! Master wouldn't hurt you.
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| Come here!' She crawled very slowly towards his feet, flat on her
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| belly, whining, her head down as though afraid to look at him.
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| When she was a yard away he fired, blowing her skull to fragments.
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| | |
| Her shattered brain looked like red velvet. Was that what he would
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| look like? The heart, then, not the head. He could hear the
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| servants running out of their quarters and shouting--they must have
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| heard the sound of the shot. He hurriedly tore open his coat and
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| pressed the muzzle of the pistol against his shirt. A tiny lizard,
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| translucent like a creature of gelatine, was stalking a white moth
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| along the edge of the table. Flory pulled the trigger with his
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| thumb.
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| | |
| As Ko S'la burst into the room, for a moment he saw nothing but the
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| dead body of the dog. Then he saw his master's feet, heels
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| upwards, projecting from beyond the bed. He yelled to the others
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| to keep the children out of the room, and all of them surged back
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| from the doorway with screams. Ko S'la fell on his knees behind
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| Flory's body, at the same moment as Ba Pe came running through the
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| veranda.
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| | |
| 'Has he shot himself?'
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| | |
| 'I think so. Turn him over on his back. Ah, look at that! Run
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| for the Indian doctor! Run for your life!'
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| | |
| There was a neat hole, no bigger than that made by a pencil passing
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| through a sheet of blotting-paper, in Flory's shirt. He was
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| obviously quite dead. With great difficulty Ko S'la managed to
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| drag him on to the bed, for the other servants refused to touch the
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| body. It was only twenty minutes before the doctor arrived. He
| |
| had heard only a vague report that Flory was hurt, and had bicycled
| |
| up the hill at top speed through a storm of rain. He threw his
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| bicycle down in the flower-bed and hurried in through the veranda.
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| He was out of breath, and could not see through his spectacles. He
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| took them off, peering myopically at the bed. 'What iss it, my
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| friend?' he said anxiously. 'Where are you hurt?' Then, coming
| |
| closer, he saw what was on the bed, and uttered a harsh sound.
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| | |
| 'Ach, what is this? What has happened to him?'
| |
| | |
| The doctor fell on his knees, tore Flory's shirt open and put his
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| ear to his chest. An expression of agony came into his face, and
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| he seized the dead man by the shoulders and shook him as though
| |
| mere violence could bring him to life. One arm fell limply over
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| the edge of the bed. The doctor lifted it back again, and then,
| |
| with the dead hand between his own, suddenly burst into tears. Ko
| |
| S'la was standing at the foot of the bed, his brown face full of
| |
| lines. The doctor stood up, and then losing control of himself for
| |
| a moment, leaned against the bedpost and wept noisily and
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| grotesquely his back turned on Ko S'la. His fat shoulders were
| |
| quivering. Presently he recovered himself and turned round again.
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| | |
| 'How did this happen?'
| |
| | |
| 'We heard two shots. He did it himself, that is certain. I do not
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| know why.'
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| | |
| 'How did you know that he did it on purpose? How do you know that
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| it was not an accident?'
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| | |
| For answer, Ko S'la pointed silently to Flo's corpse. The doctor
| |
| thought for a moment, and then, with gentle, practised hands,
| |
| swathed the dead man in the sheet and knotted it at foot and head.
| |
| With death, the birthmark had faded immediately, so that it was no
| |
| more than a faint grey stain.
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| | |
| 'Bury the dog at once. I will tell Mr Macgregor that this happened
| |
| accidentally while he was cleaning his revolver. Be sure that you
| |
| bury the dog. Your master was my friend. It shall not be written
| |
| on his tombstone that he committed suicide.'
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| == 25 ==
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| | |
| It was lucky that the padre should have been at Kyauktada, for he
| |
| was able, before catching the train on the following evening, to
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| read the burial service in due form and even to deliver a short
| |
| address on the virtues of the dead man. All Englishmen are
| |
| virtuous when they are dead. 'Accidental death' was the official
| |
| verdict (Dr Veraswami had proved with all his medico-legal skill
| |
| that the circumstances pointed to accident) and it was duly
| |
| inscribed upon the tombstone. Not that anyone believed it, of
| |
| course. Flory's real epitaph was the remark, very occasionally
| |
| uttered--for an Englishman who dies in Burma is so soon forgotten--
| |
| 'Flory? Oh yes, he was a dark chap, with a birthmark. He shot
| |
| himself in Kyauktada in 1926. Over a girl, people said. Bloody
| |
| fool.' Probably no one, except Elizabeth, was much surprised at
| |
| what had happened. There is a rather large number of suicides
| |
| among the Europeans in Burma, and they occasion very little
| |
| surprise.
| |
| | |
| Flory's death had several results. The first and most important of
| |
| them was that Dr Veraswami was ruined, even as he had foreseen.
| |
| The glory of being a white man's friend--the one thing that had
| |
| saved him before--had vanished. Flory's standing with the other
| |
| Europeans had never been good, it is true; but he was after all a
| |
| white man, and his friendship conferred a certain prestige. Once
| |
| he was dead, the doctor's ruin was assured. U Po Kyin waited the
| |
| necessary time, and then struck again, harder than ever. It was
| |
| barely three months before he had fixed it in the head of every
| |
| European in Kyauktada that the doctor was an unmitigated scoundrel.
| |
| No public accusation was ever made against him--U Po Kyin was most
| |
| careful of that. Even Ellis would have been puzzled to say just
| |
| what scoundrelism the doctor had been guilty of; but still, it was
| |
| agreed that he was a scoundrel. By degrees, the general suspicion
| |
| of him crystallized in a single Burmese phrase--'shok de'.
| |
| Veraswami, it was said, was quite a clever little chap in his way--
| |
| quite a good doctor for a native--but he was THOROUGHLY shok de.
| |
| Shok de means, approximately, untrustworthy, and when a 'native'
| |
| official comes to be known as shok de, there is an end of him.
| |
| | |
| The dreaded nod and wink passed somewhere in high places, and
| |
| the doctor was reverted to the rank of Assistant Surgeon and
| |
| transferred to Mandalay General Hospital. He is still there, and
| |
| is likely to remain. Mandalay is rather a disagreeable town--it
| |
| is dusty and intolerably hot, and it is said to have five main
| |
| products all beginning with P, namely, pagodas, pariahs, pigs,
| |
| priests and prostitutes--and the routine-work of the hospital is a
| |
| dreary business. The doctor lives just outside the hospital
| |
| grounds in a little bake-house of a bungalow with a corrugated iron
| |
| fence round its tiny compound, and in the evenings he runs a
| |
| private clinic to supplement his reduced pay. He has joined a
| |
| second-rate club frequented by Indian pleaders. Its chief glory is
| |
| a single European member--a Glasgow electrician named Macdougall,
| |
| sacked from the Irrawaddy Flotilla Company for drunkenness, and now
| |
| making a precarious living out of a garage. Macdougall is a dull
| |
| lout, only interested in whisky and magnetos. The doctor, who will
| |
| never believe that a white man can be a fool, tries almost every
| |
| night to engage him in what he still calls 'cultured conversation';
| |
| but the results are very unsatisfying.
| |
| | |
| Ko S'la inherited four hundred rupees under Flory's will, and with
| |
| his family he set up a tea-shop in the bazaar. But the shop
| |
| failed, as it was bound to do with the two women fighting in it at
| |
| all hours, and Ko S'la and Ba Pe were obliged to go back to
| |
| service. Ko S'la was an accomplished servant. Besides the useful
| |
| arts of pimping, dealing with money-lenders, carrying master to bed
| |
| when drunk and making pick-me-ups known as prairie oysters on the
| |
| following morning, he could sew, darn, refill cartridges, attend to
| |
| a horse, press a suit, and decorate a dinner-table with wonderful,
| |
| intricate patterns of chopped leaves and dyed rice-grains. He was
| |
| worth fifty rupees a month. But he and Ba Pe had fallen into lazy
| |
| ways in Flory's service, and, they were sacked from one job after
| |
| another. They had a bad year of poverty, and little Ba Shin
| |
| developed a cough, and finally coughed himself to death one
| |
| stifling hot-weather night. Ko S'la is now a second boy to a
| |
| Rangoon rice-broker with a neurotic wife who makes unending kit-
| |
| kit, and Ba Pe is pani-wallah in the same house at sixteen rupees a
| |
| month. Ma Hla May is in a brothel in Mandalay. Her good looks are
| |
| all but gone, and her clients pay her only four annas and sometimes
| |
| kick her and beat her. Perhaps more bitterly than any of the
| |
| others, she regrets the good time when Flory was alive, and when
| |
| she had not the wisdom to put aside any of the money she extracted
| |
| from him.
| |
| | |
| U Po Kyin realized all his dreams except one. After the doctor's
| |
| disgrace, it was inevitable that U Po Kyin should be elected to the
| |
| Club, and elected he was, in spite of bitter protests from Ellis.
| |
| In the end the other Europeans came to be rather glad that they had
| |
| elected him, for he was a bearable addition to the Club. He did
| |
| not come too often, was ingratiating in his manner, stood drinks
| |
| freely, and developed almost at once into a brilliant bridge-
| |
| player. A few months later he was transferred from Kyauktada and
| |
| promoted. For a whole year, before his retirement, he officiated
| |
| as Deputy Commissioner, and during that year alone he made twenty
| |
| thousand rupees in bribes. A month after his retirement he was
| |
| summoned to a durbar in Rangoon, to receive the decoration that had
| |
| been awarded to him by the Indian Government.
| |
| | |
| It was an impressive scene, that durbar. On the platform, hung
| |
| with flags and flowers, sat the Governor, frock-coated, upon a
| |
| species of throne, with a bevy of aides-de-camp and secretaries
| |
| behind him. All round the hall, like glittering waxworks, stood
| |
| the tall, bearded sowars of the Governor's bodyguard, with pennoned
| |
| lances in their hands. Outside, a band was blaring at intervals.
| |
| The gallery was gay with the white ingyis and pink scarves of
| |
| Burmese ladies, and in the body of the hall a hundred men or more
| |
| were waiting to receive their decorations. There were Burmese
| |
| officials in blazing Mandalay pasos, and Indians in cloth-of-gold
| |
| pagris, and British officers in full-dress uniform with clanking
| |
| sword-scabbards, and old thugyis with their grey hair knotted
| |
| behind their heads and silver-hilted dahs slung from their
| |
| shoulders. In a high, clear voice a secretary was reading out the
| |
| list of awards, which varied from the C.I.E. to certificates of
| |
| honour in embossed silver cases. Presently U Po Kyin's turn came
| |
| and the secretary read from his scroll:
| |
| | |
| 'To U Po Kyin, Deputy Assistant Commissioner, retired, for long and
| |
| loyal service and especially for his timely aid in crushing a most
| |
| dangerous rebellion in Kyauktada district'--and so on and so on.
| |
| | |
| Then two henchmen, placed there for the purpose hoisted U Po Kyin
| |
| upright, and he waddled to the platform, bowed as low as his belly
| |
| would permit, and was duly decorated and felicitated, while Ma Kin
| |
| and other supporters clapped wildly and fluttered their scarves
| |
| from the gallery.
| |
| | |
| U Po Kyin had done all that mortal man could do. It was time now
| |
| to be making ready for the next world--in short, to begin building
| |
| pagodas. But unfortunately, this was the very point at which his
| |
| plans went wrong. Only three days after the Governor's durbar,
| |
| before so much as a brick of those atoning pagodas had been laid, U
| |
| Po Kyin was stricken with apoplexy and died without speaking again.
| |
| There is no armour against fate. Ma Kin was heartbroken at the
| |
| disaster. Even if she had built the pagodas herself, it would have
| |
| availed U Po Kyin nothing; no merit can be acquired save by one's
| |
| own act. She suffers greatly to think of U Po Kyin where he must
| |
| be now--wandering in God knows what dreadful subterranean hell of
| |
| fire, and darkness, and serpents, and genii. Or even if he has
| |
| escaped the worst, his other fear has been realized, and he has
| |
| returned to the earth in the shape of a rat or a frog. Perhaps at
| |
| this very moment a snake is devouring him.
| |
| | |
| As to Elizabeth, things fell out better than she had expected.
| |
| After Flory's death Mrs Lackersteen, dropping all pretences for
| |
| once, said openly that there were no men in this dreadful place and
| |
| the only hope was to go and stay several months in Rangoon or
| |
| Maymyo. But she could not very well send Elizabeth to Rangoon or
| |
| Maymyo alone, and to go with her practically meant condemning Mr
| |
| Lackersteen to death from delirium tremens. Months passed, and the
| |
| rains reached their climax, and Elizabeth had just made up her mind
| |
| that she must go home after all, penniless and unmarried, when--Mr
| |
| Macgregor proposed to her. He had had it in his mind for a long
| |
| time; indeed, he had only been waiting for a decent interval to
| |
| elapse after Flory's death.
| |
| | |
| Elizabeth accepted him gladly. He was rather old, perhaps, but a
| |
| Deputy Commissioner is not to be despised--certainly he was a far
| |
| better match than Flory. They are very happy. Mr Macgregor was
| |
| always a good-hearted man, but he has grown more human and likeable
| |
| since his marriage. His voice booms less, and he has given up his
| |
| morning exercises. Elizabeth has grown mature surprisingly
| |
| quickly, and a certain hardness of manner that always belonged to
| |
| her has become accentuated. Her servants live in terror of her,
| |
| though she speaks no Burmese. She has an exhaustive knowledge of
| |
| the Civil List, gives charming little dinner-parties and knows how
| |
| to put the wives of subordinate officials in their places--in
| |
| short, she fills with complete success the position for which
| |
| Nature had designed her from the first, that of a burra memsahib.
| |
| | |
| THE END
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