making a mistake, then I thought it all over again quickly and got up to say goodbye.
“Nevertheless you did throw me over,” said Jordan suddenly. "You threw me over on the telephone. I don’t give a damn about you now but it was a new experience for me and I felt a little dizzy for a while."
We shook hands.
“Oh, and do you remember—” she added, "——a conversation we had once about driving a car ? "
“Why—not exactly.”
"You said a bad driver was only safe until she met another bad driver ? Well, I met another bad driver, didn’t I ? I mean it was careless of me to make such a wrong guess. I thought you were rather an honest, straightforward person. I thought it was your secret pride."
“I’m thirty,” I said. "I’m five years too old to lie to myself and call it honor."
She didn’t answer. Angry, and half in love with her, and tremendously sorry, I turned away. One afternoon late in October I saw Tom Buchanan. He was walking ahead of me along Fifth Avenue in his alert, aggressive way, his hands out a little from his body as if to fight off interference, his head moving sharply here and there, adapting itself to his restless eyes. Just as I slowed up to avoid overtaking him he stopped and began frowning into the windows of a jewelry store. Suddenly he saw me and walked back holding out his hand.
“What’s the matter, Nick ? Do you object to shaking hands with me ?”